I am a mental health advocate with a living with depression and borderline personality disorder. I struggle just like any other individual with a diagnosed Mental Health problem. My greatest struggle is self hate, fear of abandonment, smoking and impulsive behaviours. I find it hard to tell someone because I fear being judged especially being a champion for mental health and the shame it would bring on me. I put my best foot forward everyday to try and get by these challenges and I do so by being there for others struggling like I am.